Last night i went to Poppy Z. Brite's book signing in Burbank at Dark Delacasies (a book store). It was awesome to meet one of my favorite authors. I thought that i would be totally calm about meeting her, but the closer i got to her the more nervous i got, the clammier my hands got. EEp. Even my best friend Erin was getting all twitchy and shes ( Read more... )

im back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Reply to this post if you'd like some ego boosting.

2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you, only you, and why I think whatever I do about you.

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I need to start doing more for myself to help everyone else. If im happy with myself then i'l be happier with others. so these are my goals ( Read more... )

Ok. So, I haven't written in a long time. I really hadnt been in the mood. But, Right now i really need support for what im doing in this current point in time. Im leaving the father of my son. Why? Because im tired of always being unhappy, unappreciated, angry, and guilty all the damn time!!!! I've been unhappy since i got pregnant. ( not because ( Read more... )

Hello. just thought id update. they move to the apartment is goin well. Az is adjusting good! so yay!! no sleepless night up with the bebe. Azriel Is teething though. UGH! its so cute though, he's alreadt cut a tooth and another is on the way... gotta load up on baby ora-gel. all 3 of us were sick. Az is pretty much over it but me and mark have a ( Read more... )

someone want to go to this really old graveyard in chatsworth and trAce gravestones with me?

ok... well, before i begin my rant, let me give you some background. Mark(my boyfriend and father of my son, Azriel) has a daughter(we'll call her T) with another woman (we'll call her CuntFace). we just found out yesterday that T was taken away from CuntFace for reasons i wont go into (let me just say that someone is gonna rot in hell or perhaps ( Read more... )