I haven't had a good night's sleep in weeks. Here we are, Sunday night (well, Monday morning), it's 12:55 AM and here I am, writing on my blog. Why? Because I can't sleep. Part of it is my doing-I've taken to drinking Diet Coke or cola brands late at night. Also, I can't sleep because my loving wonderful husband snores like a chainsaw, and ( Read more... )

The holidays just suck for me. I know that with the kids and all that I should just be all happy and wonderful, but I just hate from pretty much my birthday until Martin Luther King Day. It all is based on my Angel that I lost 4 years ago yesterday. I know that I shouldn't dwell on it, but she is so much a part of me, and I miss her so much ( Read more... )

Man, time just flies around here...Ben just turned one. I can't believe my baby is one. I just gave birth to him, and here he is crawling around, playing with trains and fighting with his brother. He has teeth and hair, he laughs and responds, he talks and bites. He's a real person, not just a mass of baby crying and pooping and nursing ( Read more... )

Been a while since I've written ( Read more... )

Not much to say right now other than staying up for 32 hours straight sucks, then when you want to sleep, your baby won't let you.

Ben has a knot on his head from falling off the bed. I'm a horrible mother.

Goodnight.

I just can't stand Murphy and his law. You know, the one where when everything can go wrong will go wrong ( Read more... )

I don't get my husband and his relationship with his mom. She's Miss I-love-my-sons-and-want-them-with-me-all-the-time-regardless. It really took a toll on our marriage for a while, which is why he's in the Marine Corps now. Things had gotten better for a while, but once Danny left her, and her $$ situation went kaput, she's been bitching and ( Read more... )

So this is my first entry here. Hmmmm...Well, let's see...my husband is being a jerk. Again. I'm not exactly sure what to make of him. He says he wants to be with me/stay with me, but he's putting all of these restrictions on me. Further, he doesn't seem to want to get any help for US to make it better. Adam's not feeling well, but I guess we ( Read more... )