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Tonight, I asked myself these:
1. Are you tired of me already?
2. Are you tired of us?
3. Are you tired of trying to make me understand that we are just not meant to be?
4. Are you tired of trying?
5. Are you tired of fighting, fighting for your heart?
6. God, why the abnormality in me? -
If it kills me.
Oh hai, looks like I am back in this space but no no, I guess before LJ or anyother LJ communities kick me out in their community because of the long no-updates-this-livejournal-is-pronounced-dead... I should just type something.
I had migraine this afternoon like after eons of not having one, it came back with vengeance. Thankfully, it wasn't a bad ( Read more... ) -
Everyday, I love you.
I know you still read this space so here goes.
I don't know, but I believe,
That some things are meant to be,
And that you'll make a better me,
Everyday I love you.
I never thought that dreams came true,
But you showed me that they do,
You know that I learn something new,
Everyday I love you.
'Cos I believe that destiny (ooooooh),
Is out of our control (don' ( Read more... ) -
Song of the moment: Breathe
As this sudden surge of really bad emotions running through my head and body and here I am trying to counter them by drinking coke in the morning, this song came to my head.
I guess this is how it feels like knowing the end is coming.
"And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing I ( Read more... ) -
My Kissmas
It was a crazy Christmas, believe me.
Lots of running and eating, being merry, joymaking, gifts exchanging and a whole lot of getting together.
It was a mad decision but all worth it, to fly back home and spend Christmas together with my other half - this was a 50-50 plan which may or may not work out. Hell, I take risks in life and this was one of ( Read more... ) -
All I want for Christmas is...
Nothing hurts more than saying goodbye to someone whom you would like to spend every single moment with and yet not being able to do so due to constraints.
I just want you to know that all I want for Christmas is you, my the other half.
Merry Christmas.
xxx
Adorra. -
TT.
As the night beckons and the moon shining oh so bright, I hereby conclude what a terrible Tuesday it has been for me.
I was in pain almost everywhere and I mean like literally.
My head throbbed.
My right arm acted up again.
My knee begin to have short sharp pain.
There were times where my chest had sudden pains.
And of course, the heart?
Well, today, it ( Read more... ) -
With all due respect and seriousness,
I should just fucking die.
/urgh. -
Tonight.
I am feeling akwardly emotional with sudden crying involved upon seeing quotes from tumblr.
time to head to bed.
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