I hate my life and where it is going ( Read more... )

Today, and the past few days have been the hardest days of my life. I have never felt so alone and not know what to do with myself. I dont feel like eating and my stomach has been hurting like I want to throw up or something ( Read more... )

The other day Kurt and I had to make cinnoman toothpicks for our class presentation...they turned out pretty well and so I told a bunch of my friends about them and had them taste it and they liked them a lot too! I think Kurt should start selling them again for 5 cents each again! hahaha, that would be great! Man...so we picked our secret santa's ( Read more... )

Man, this whole week has been kinda shitty. I am just so grouchy and unhappy its really annoying. I just wish sometimes that things were different and everything was perfect. But of course, that will never happen. In school I have had a couple little projects to do, but they arent very stressful because other people keep on taking over all of the ( Read more... )

Jebus, why can't everything just be good for a second! I feel like every single day is just another time when something is just going to go wrong, or something else happends that is shitty. I am so freakin tired of stupid shit. Why can't anything I say go into people's heads ( Read more... )

It has been a little while since I have posted, so I thought I might do that. So school has started and whatnot and I am in my second week now. I think I like my classes, but I know they are going to be a lot of work and studying. But it is nice to have a class with Kurt. It helps me with the assignments and just knowing that he will be there with ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I wasn't who I am. I wish I was a completley different person because then things would be a lot better ( Read more... )

Holy Crap! I didn't think it was this late already but I guess it is. I just woke up. Usually I wake up a few times before I actually wake up for good but I slept like straight through before I got up. Craziness...Kurt is still sleeping however. He told me he was going to get up but I guess that didn't happen ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! Wasn't today beautiful!? I thought it was so nice out, I wish it was like this everyday ( Read more... )

Man... I am such in a crappy mood. I have been for like 2 weeks now. I wish I wasn't and don't really know why I am in such a downer mood. I am just not happy about a lot of things that are going on in my life right now. I don't really want to go back to school, but it will be good for me so that I can actually have a life of doing something. I don ( Read more... )