Alright I think this is going to be a short entry for everyone tonight... so here it goes.... "Wake me up when this is all over tell me when it is safe and when I can come out of my hiding.  I am so afraid, afraid of myself and what is in front of me.  Make me see what is blind to me.  I wish someone would give me the air to breathe..."  "Summer ( Read more... )

Well here I am yet again typing away about really nothing that could be useful for anyone else's life.  I had my first 8am class today and I am going to be having them now every friggin tues and thurs.  Not cool but whatever.  I have to take stats and I think that it would help me anyways with the field I am going to be in.  So here I am listening ( Read more... )

So here I am in Vermont sitting in my dorm and what not typing away to update you guys on the divine life of me.  That was supposed to be funny but you know.  Anywho some new news is that Brandon and I broke up because I was going away and he was getting way too clingy for me and it was freaking me out big time so what can I say?!  All I know is ( Read more... )

Wow I havent written in this thing in a while..... how bout that!!  so what is new with me... working a ton and getting ready to go to school in VT.  yay!!!  let me see.... went to the Rob Zombie concert and it kicked ass.  Met up with a few friends whom I didnt think were going to go.  We had fun it was jam packed with people...  was in the mosh ( Read more... )

Well what to say what to say... yeah I know I have not written in here in a while, but oh well right?  Anywho I finally graduated from hvcc and now I am on my way to castleton state college in august... yay I get to get away from here for a little bit.  Brandon went to Texas for about a month and a half I am going to be so bored without him around ( Read more... )

Yeah I know I have not written in this thing for a while now so here it is.  I am graduating YEAH!!!  Em and I went to the Greenday concert and it friggin rocked!!  We had such a good time and then on the way back people were getting jumped on the street for selling illegal shirts... twas so much fun!!!  I had such a good time with her I wouldnt ( Read more... )

Alright today is the day I should be most proud of!!!  We Irish have to stick together!!  Anywho, so yeah nothing is new everything is the same as ever.  I have the day off from class and what not and it isnt too shabby.  I just hate being alone all the time.  I have no idea why I have to stay home tonight because I have found out that my mom is ( Read more... )

Alright I know that I like snow and all but come on enough is enough isnt it?  Blah to it all.  I had a good day today though I think..... Hung out at the campus center all day with people and what not... met some more people and thought about what type of people are assholes and arent even worth my time.... oh can I mention the name of Ken right ( Read more... )

BLAH and *scream* I cant stand this anymore!!!  I dont know what to do anymore.  I just shouldnt talk anymore, maybe that is it.... maybe I dunno.  All I can say and all that I am sure about is that I am glad I have friends to stick by me cuz I need them right now.  I have to stop this crying I have to stop this pain.... I just dont know what to do ( Read more... )

Well well it is me yet again another sad song..... Right now I am in the comp lab and I have nothing to do I really dont feel like being here today but that is besides the point.  I dunno..... I could skip right now and not give a fuck about it.  I just wanna be alone right now .  I pretend everything is ok and I dont want anyone to know how much I ( Read more... )