i wish there was some way to call her and let her know that i appreciate all her understanding and encouragement in heading in the right direction and getting me to a better place without getting yelled at, cursed at, or hungup on. i would thank her if i thought it was going to be taken in a positive way and not have a negative effect on me in ( Read more... )

breakups can be really strange. the last time erica and i split up, i wasn't in agreeance (if thats a word) with the fact that she no longer wanted a relationship. i talked to her about it for a couple of hours and then when she was still saying that she was done, we hugged and i told her that i loved her and that was it. this last time when i came ( Read more... )

getting a place with a roommate can be complicated turns out. applications, app fees, running of this and that, waiting for this person to call back - i didnt anticipate all this extra stuff. its been a week and i still dont have a place. the last time i wanted to get an apt, i got it that day on my own, and moved into it 3 days later. there's a ( Read more... )

looking for a house, 2 bedroom atleast in houston area, preferably in the heights but not too picky and definately nothing in the ghetto. willing to go up to 1100 a month max but was realistically hoping for 800 realistically a month. i can' post this in houstontx cuz the community master didnt like what i told them one day, if someone would repost ( Read more... )

i took the day off. i had a friend return a favor as promised and cover my shift. that was cool of him to keep his word that he would do so and on such short notice. i dont plan on doing a damn thing. just sitting back and enjoying the tube and later on, going to practice finally. im starting to record our practices again. i bought a super advanced ( Read more... )

might be moving into a houston in the heights? going to go and look at it here in a bit. that would be pretty goddamn radical.

i really dont like making posts like this, but im really stressed the fuck out right now. not only do i have the whole set of things that come with being rejected from the person that i loved and wanted to be with, but im spending crazy money on gas until this whole living and school situation gets more definate and a move is made. i went yesterday ( Read more... )

i had today off. i was going to try to make it to the school to put in my UofH application to get an idea of what im getting for school, if i got anything at all from the gub'ment, but i didnt make it over there in time. i slept in i guess you could say as compared to what i need to do. i did manage to take a friend car shopping who needs a ride ( Read more... )

i got a new(er) car today. yay!!! my old car has problems and its looking like it might have less than 10000 miles left in it. my mom bought a 98 camry for me. im going to have to pay her back just like i did my dad with my old car. it has 150000 miles on it, but it runs great, never been in a wreck, and had a one time owner and he took very good ( Read more... )

so i joined a softball league over a month ago and i still am not the mvp on this team. im far from it actually. i haven't done bad, but i know that i could do better. i dont get how i can't knock the everloving skin off of a slow pitched ball that travels less than 10 miles an hour but it keeps happening. its pretty damn fun though but we probably ( Read more... )