I've been working 7 days a week; 83 hours per week and I've been fucking exhausted! Some days I just feel like a robot...just do what I got to do just to do it all over again the next day. Well, my moment of freedom is coming next week. I'm leaving Animal Haven after 7 months with my wonderful kitties. I'm going to miss them so much. Ha...they ( Read more... )

LOTS OF UPDATES COMING SOON...

My New RoomI got the room with the lesbian couple for $350 a month and I’ve been living there since the 23rd of January. I have a lot in common with my roommates Andrea and Jamie. They are open-minded, and they love reading and learning things. They are active in the GLBTQ community. They practice Wicca. And they love animals. The house is full ( Read more... )

I’ve been focusing on finding a new place to live. In order to have sanity, I need my own space. I went home a couple days ago for the first time in almost a week and everything was in chaos. Everyone finally saw all the shit that my brother brought into the house, all the video games and consoles he had bought with the money he had stolen from ( Read more... )

I just did another cleaning out of my phonebook. When I don't want anything to do with someone I stick to that decision. I don't hang around with them. I don't call them. I do not want to hear anything that refers to their existence. I have deleted so many people from my life and my phonebook. It's not as easy as clicking a button. I've gotten into ( Read more... )

I was going through some old papers today and found drafts of letters that I wrote to M. Damn. This was years ago. I have these memories and thoughts floating in my head right now and I just don't know what to feel.

When She Loved MeSarah McLaughlin ( Read more... )

all you peoples missed me stripping and dancing at opaline's tonight! the music was good and i really liked the crowd tonight. they were nice and relaxed. plus i got to dance with a lot of hot girls. hmm...maybe i'll go back next week and flash some more boobies.

i'm experiencing a totally different lifestyle. i get to be treated like a princess. i get to be the receiver instead of the giver for a change. and though some parts of my life are in chaos and i wish certain things can be different between me and certain people, i feel somewhat content at the moment. plus i am getting closer to my dream of ( Read more... )

I can't stand confused,ungrateful people who do nothing but contradict themselves. You create your own misconceptions and I don't want to be one of them.

I have to go make some money and look at rooms/apartments because I desparately need my own place. I need to get away from all this insanity around me.