January is going to be a very good month for me. Everything falls into place during my birth month. So, let's see what happens.

Lots of Love

A Safe New Place to Live

Gift Cards(so I can treat myself to some of my favorite things)

I just want all this pain to stop. I want to finally stretch out my arms and relax. I want to feel safe.

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth ( Read more... )

I am tired of everyone asking me if I would consider going back on meds again (that is antipsychotics and neuroleptics). They act as if drugs are a MAGICAL FUCKING CURE-ALL! And, half of them don't even know shit about what these drugs do. I've been on everything from Prozac to Risperdal in the past seven years and that is partly the reason why I ( Read more... )

my grandma says that she is sick of me in the house. the house looks like shit. she wants everyone out and she is threatening to throw everyone's shit out the door. she's done it before so it not as if she's just trying to scare people. she's already started clearing out several things. i want out of this hell anyway. i'm tired of laying in a place ( Read more... )

my birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks. i'm going to be 22 (jan. 4th). yay! to all my capricorn peoples out there. i've been so stressed with having a serious lung inflammation(i've been back to the emergency room three fucking times withing 1 1/2 weeks. now i'm on antibiotics, steroids, and codeine) and trying to meet several work deadlines ( Read more... )

What kind of artwork are you?
You stick out like a sore thumb!
You are sometimes mistaken for being cold or reserved, but inside you're really not. Sometimes you just want to be accepted for you are, instead of people judging you before they know you.

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I can't wait until when I'll finally have time to start working out more again. I love being muscular, exercising, playing sports and being active. I can lift 150 lbs so far.


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