It's been nearly 20 years since I curled into a ball in my childhood bedroom and cried myself to sleep. I'm not sure that what came out of me that night can even be considered crying; more of a mixture of genuine rage and despair, heartache and devastation ( Read more... )

Was that "stoped" or "stopped ( Read more... )

Does anyone else believe that there are certain events in our lives that have been preordained? Not to say that everything is set in stone, because I do truly believe that we as individuals can change any aspect of our own lives. I feel that there must be a rough draft up there-- a plan that has been written for all of us to "roughly" follow. We ( Read more... )

I could show the world how to smile ( Read more... )

If I knew how to fight this battle for you, I would. If I could save you from yourself, you know that I would. If it were only so easy... I would do it all for you. As you fall apart, little by little, piece by piece, I find it increasingly difficult to find the man that you once were to us ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for something that is never going to happen ( Read more... )

"She wanted to tell him --oh, God, she wanted to tell him-- but what exactly would you say? I love a man, have always loved him, but he only loves me back sporadically with long, inexplicable gaps in between? No, that simply could not be said..."

What is it about people that I don't understand? I feel that you should always truthfully express your feelings, (good vs. bad, moral vs. immoral, norml vs. abnormal, right vs. wrong) regardless of public opinion. This is obviously not the general view of our population, as I have come to learn. What they really want you to do is to shut your mouth ( Read more... )

It's been an insane night here at work, and I'm getting ready to jet in about 20 minutes. Ohhh, my lower back is in such pain! I don't understand where women get off saying that pregnancy is a glorious and wonderful experience; it's defintely not for me. I can't wait for the end result-- Little Miss Audrey Mae ( Read more... )

It's July 4th today, and one of the slowest days of the year for many restaurants around the country. I happen to work in such an establishment-- which allows me the extra time to clean out my car, my wallet, pay my bills, and browse the web ( Read more... )