I cannot believe those cruel words... and no, I will not explain

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Sometimes I kind of sink when I read things I see around the net. I know I shouldn't, but that is life isn't it? I could make things really change if I had to, but I was not looking for change. So feeling as I do sometimes just sucks. I love my wife very much and my son, I love him and he loves us. that is supposed to be what it is all about. But ( Read more... )

This whole journal thing is becoming more than a little bit of a pain. My words have been all screwed up recently for one reason or another, stress mostly. I am sick of looking for monsters in the corners of round rooms. And I am sick of things I thought had left me a long time ago. I swear sometimes I need drugs!

When darkness arrives ( Read more... )

It's real odd sitting here without Bug coming for attention. he has been my most steady companion for 17 years at least, that was a long time. Today, he left here with some new people, to go live in Whistler. No fan fair, no real anything, we just sent him on his way. I know he will be happy and well taken care of there, but I will miss my friend. ( Read more... )

So, today we were both fired. The reasons were clear as day despite the fact that after checking labor standards, not legal. At least not within the labor code regulations. Thus, we will be entering a fight, a big one I bet. First it will be for severance pay and possibly back pay for overtime I was not permitted to claim. Then it will be a lawsuit ( Read more... )

don't ya feel some days like you just don't exist?

a bad husband, a bad boss and what else can I be?

Well, I tell ya, I feel like every turn has new surprizes, not a lot of good ones. I am feeling rather numb and don't know what to say about some things. Jess is having a hard time right now, it seems she does not think Hunter likes her. It is so hard to explain that kids are just like that sometimes. They seem almost rebelious because they want to ( Read more... )