i rediscovered some writings of my past...it made me feel very ...naive... how i could color things so differently then...when everything now is colored melancholy... my head was in the clouds...dreaming too much..if there is such a thing...i mean those stories made me feel great and stupid all at the same time ( Read more... )

i dont need any man in my life, rob's gone.

he was my true heart's desire.
"there are two tragedies in life; one is to gain your hearts desire and the other is to lose it"
and i had both.

if i dont need anyone and know that i won't be happy with anyone but him, why do i look at other guys?
it always ends badly.
i'm not saying i'm at fault but i'm not ( Read more... )

so i've been watching all the sex and the city seasons ( Read more... )

isn't time a bitch ( Read more... )

one more day of work and crap.
one more until i'm florida bound.
i can't wait.
sun.
fun.
mickey mouse. ha
no disney this year.
william tell tho.
i feel i cam yammer on and on about stupid shit with the complete confidence no one reads my lj.
it's kinda nice knowing ha.
today was a pretty good day.
it seemed to go pretty fast.
love those fast days at work.

so i ( Read more... )

being a crazy girl.
thinking about that guy that doesnt want.
why is it guys do completely movie perfect things.
i should be over this, i know.
but maybe i'm not.
i just want to get the chance to get to know someone.
it's been such a long time.
and saying this aloud makes me sound desperate.
ok i'm done for tonight.
this is redic.

Ms Am

i hate identifying with crazy people ( Read more... )

it's a tragedy ( Read more... )

This year is Almost over, what have you done?!

stayed single almost the whole year?
most yes. two months of the year no.

kissed someone new?
yep. two people i think

dated someone you thought you'd never date before?
no

done something you've regretted?
i dont' think so. i'm learning to liev without regrets. life is short.

lost someone?
no thank God

were invol ( Read more... )

i feel hopeless

i am hopeless

Kam