it's been a long time ( Read more... )

i think i qualify myself as a music lover...i feel to consider yourself that you have to love music of all kinds and not just favor some...i've liked country music in the past just does not play a strong role in my life currently....however...i heard on the radio this song by lady antebellum...i don't usually listen to the radio...sometimes when i ( Read more... )

it feels like every song i listen to knows exactly how i feel and conforms to what i'm feeling as opposed to it's original meaning... not neccessarily the meaning of this blog is the title... quite the opposite actually...it's officially been four years....four years since my heart's desire has left this earth...and it's very heavy on my heart ( Read more... )

...giving up on a lot of things i hoped for...it's a big step...but it reduces disappointment ( Read more... )

loving them.
they make everything better
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2z7LPqX8WE8

so...i work in retail...and some times it feels like i live in that building..and some times i might as well, save in rent and utilities......anyway...i run into a lot of people that i dated or went out with...most of the time it is unfortunate that i run into them...i'm always worried that i look like shit..or gained weight..and gave them a chance ( Read more... )

so i'm listening to this ep that i bought in 2005...of a girl who is an actress...and i saw her in concert and i loved her music...so i bought her 5 song ep and fell in love with it...when i listen to her current stuff i just love it... it's like following through on something and growing old with the music...her voice so rich...and yet it holds a ( Read more... )

i'm on a very large kick for this website. livefromdarylshouse.com ( Read more... )

some times it sucks to do the right thing....this is not a big deal ( Read more... )

and these days i wish i were six again.
so the past few weeks have taken over my life...i've moved into a studio apartment...my family now lives over four hours away...the first time being on my own...one would think i'm finally leaving the nest. blah blah.. etc...my family is a different one...i'd assume live with them for the rest of my life... ( Read more... )