well im back home. chelsea has changed lil but not much. its kinda boring but i got a car now so i should be safe. i need to have sex. i haven't in 3 months. ill find some this week or weekend i decided. i came back and everyones tellin me how big my neck got and all that its kinda cool. and my dad trusts me and is proud of me. my moms scared ima ( Read more... )

hey yall waddup prolly aint heard from me in awhile since i been in basic training and all......yeah shits been crazy and oklahoma sucks a lot. ill be home april 19th to see yall though if ya wanna talk to me hit me up at 1734-972-0494......id love it if yall called

hey all!! im leaving tuesday for fort sill to go into basic.....if any of you would like to help me out.......mail me at this address

Garrison Commander
ATTN: IMSW-SIL-ZA
6607 NW Fort Sill Blvd, B462G
Fort Sill, OK 73503-1899

thanx to all who do

quazy psycho ( Read more... )

isolation
my frustration
all my hopes
my reputation
a girl i lost
and a family i lack
4 long years
i might come back
its best for me
a future at least
i am losing so much
to the middle East
ill miss that girl
my brother too
and as to my parents
.....fuck you
that is all
i have to say
live out your lives
have a good day

work alot lately......i have to though.....its get a car time again. i worked from 11 to 2 and then 4 to 8 today......why couldn't i just work 11 to 8? chinese bastards. naw its funny thought i fucking work with all mexicans except a couple and they are some of the coolest people i know. moving into my new house soon.....my dad leaves for texas on ( Read more... )

update ( Read more... )

things tthat seem so long ago
never fade away
the stain always shows
and everyone can see
and everyone can feel
all of my stains
and all that is real

so i found out some terrible facts about my moms perfect life in indiana...she is being beaten by her husband(he couldn't beat her with just his hands, he hits her with things) and has pretty much imprisoned her in his house. let me explain ( Read more... )

once again, im not drunk just had this in my mind so i wrote it in free time ( Read more... )