well thanks to mandio I had a randomly awesome night... which resulted in me being my trashy self... the one thing that was missing was my girls lisa and bec... but wednesday they can not say no to me!!!!
All I want is a really sleep that... I have not really been asleep since sunday.. and when I have been asleep it has been that light, when I turn over I am wide awake
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Life is about change. today is the first day of october and I am going to use this day get rid of anything I don't need, it going to be a new beginning, and if anyone tries to hold me back I am going to let them go.
I am not angry. I was at first. Now I am just sad. And have lost faith in people in general. It will take me a long time to trust people again. To open up to people. This includes old friends. Because it was old friends how had done this to me. I can forgive these people. I'll just need time.
Should I really ask for forgiveness for standing up for myself... I have had people say shit and I confront them and they say, that it should be okay cause they came clean to me months ago... however they had sugar coated it when they had told me original told me... and like always make it about you!!!