I don't even effing care anymore right now....

have a lot  to say too bad im getting to tired to get it out now that i finally got this thing up and running again. such a shame too I have a lot on my mind that I would like to get out, I forgot how much it used to help and I regret gettign away from my favorite and most importamt thing in my life, i need to get back to this being s priority. i ( Read more... )

why the fuck do i care? name me sandra dee. idiot.

Not syre how to react or think ay moment. I need to sleep and pray
Upset and frustrated. Xo

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Always think I wanna write and then I get stuck...And idk...frustrated I guess...WTH? lolol Today was def. uneventful...Somehow I took a 4 or 5 hour nap! Way to spend my day off eh? Well, I guess with class it's not a day off eh?

Watched Gummo or atleast attempted to finish it. There was way too much violence against cats for my liking... But it ( Read more... )

Why am I still awake? Good question... Why am I still messing around on here? That's am even better question; especially considering the fact that I have messed this blog up 3 times causing me to start over within the first sentence...lol...But like I've said... I never learn. But that's life; as I know it at least ( Read more... )

red sitting in a cold.ttuck alone. Wanting to go home. Wondering WTF is the point.... So much to say no energy to say it. Maybe I can Make myself tomorrow cause I know Im done with This bull shit. I deserve so much more.. Going to sleep now. Night.

How true that is...And how annoying that is. And, how much I wish I could change it...But, it's not possible. Blah de blah Blah. Ah ha. I don't know. I need to sleep. But I'm not tired. I get my impressions made at 8am. I'm finally almost through this nightmare from the accident... Now if only I could only get through all of the nightmares I carry ( Read more... )

Last day of school. Don't feel like going to my last class. Wish we would have presented last week so I could just skip...I guess that I learned something for next semester lol.
In desperate need of gas. Bobby is on the red line...Shizaaaaa.
Pretty sure I got a job. Wooooo hoo. I should know by Monday. I sure hope so...Job would make a happy Cassie ( Read more... )