I am in a depressed mood and I hate it. I can't wait to get back to school and talk to the psychiatrist because I hate the one at Kaiser. I just wish these moods would go away. I can't help it, I just get completely depressed all of the sudden. I don't want to do anything but lay in bed and wallow in self-pity. I know I am clinically depressed but ( Read more... )

Jenna's party was fun tonight. I got to see some people I hadn't seen in a while and met some new people. By the time Melissa, Jennifer and Katherine got there I had already taken my cami off and was walking around in a bra and underwear. It was nice to get complemented on my new body though. I took pictures so I will post them on facebook.

So I am talking to Jared and listening to iTunes and the past 5 songs have been just depressing... it is funny how that works. It was nice to talk to Jared though, I haven't talked to him in forever. I think I am going to go see his band play on August 1st ( Read more... )

When you refuse me ( Read more... )

UGH...it is 2 am and I have work in the morning. I would have been asleep a lot earlier if I hadn't been dealing with dumb shit that just continues on and on and on. Tip: don't tell your ex-girlfriend about some girl you met with a nice ass unless you want the conversation to become uncomfortable and the ex to become pissed off because frankly that ( Read more... )

I got back from the Cape yesterday. It was a pretty fun trip. We just kinda hung out the first four days because my aunt was too sick to do anything(on Thursday she was admitted into the hospital because her cold had turned into pneumonia and now her radiation will be pushed back). We had the family cookout which was fun. It is weird to see some of ( Read more... )

I am so depressed right now... I am just lonely. It sucks and I am ready to go to the beach and have fun. It would be amazing if I met a cute guy there...haha

So I leave for the Cape on Thursday and will be gone until the 10th of July. It will be a bunch of family stuff but I am kinda excited to go to the beach and Martha's Vineyard. I am missing the 4th of July parade though so I won't get to be on tv. We are having my sister's graduation party with all the family so hopefully I will be able to sneak ( Read more... )

My dad made ribs today so we are having a big cookout. I am really excited because he hasn't made ribs in forever.

Went to the pool today with Jenna and we just laid around for a little while. It was too hot to stay for long though.

Courtney and Lacy came to visit yesterday and we had fun just hanging out. I hadn't seen Courtney in forever so it was nice to see her. We went and rented a bunch of movies and Colin came over and we watched The Ringer, which wasn't very good ( Read more... )