Record today: THREE earwigs in my room at the same time. I screamed for Brad and he came. At first I saw just the one, then I saw this giant one on my wall and I screamed and jumped. They are really gross. I wanted to vacuum them up, but Brad said that would be mean. :o\ I could do it and not feel guilty, they are ugly. If they were butterflies, or ( Read more... )

Ewww, there was an earwig in my room and so I flicked it out with an old slipper. Those things are so effing disgusting! I started thinking about it crawling and then I had a feeling something was crawling on me so I shaked. haha ( Read more... )

So the most eventful thing to my day was when I found my library card! I immediately went online to request some books. I don't even remember all of them, but two were from Oprah's Book Club. LAUGH. One of them takes place in NOVA SCOTIA, so that got my attention. I wasn't going to get it just because it takes place in here, but luckily the story ( Read more... )

I really want to believe in him this time. I don't want to have no expectations or not to get my hopes high. I want to have faith and hope in him. It's been eighteen years now, there is no way to get any of that back. You can't apologize for it, you can't change any of it. But I hope that you can realize how much I want you in my life. I may still ( Read more... )

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Eff. I had written an entry, then me being me I clicked on something and when I had clicked back my entry was gone ( Read more... )

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