i probably have the best friends ever ( Read more... )

wonderful news, ladies and gentleman!...

the sadness is gladly back, i swear to god it loves me.
it is honestly something that never really leaves you
fully, i would guess. its funny how things can come and
go so fast, really. one day, so happy its discusting..
and the next, totally opposite. i knew it was too good
to be true. nothing can stay

perfect, almost.

wowwww its been like a year since my last update, but anywho ( Read more... )

I dont know about anything anymore. I'm really confused about everything and I am really unstable with my emotions. I dont know what to think, or feel, or show. I try to be strong and act like nothing is wrong when really, nothing is right.

Well as you may, or may not know i was up north last week and it was fun and eventful ( Read more... )

Pretty much my life sucks right now, no one knows all the fucking shit going on in my life. As much as i try not to show my grief and anger, its all piling up and i think im ready to explode. I cant hold it in anymore and the thing is, I have absolutely no one to talk to right now and I dont know how to be strong anymore. I cant see one of my best ( Read more... )

well, ive been gone for the past few weeks as you may, or may not have noticed.
I was at soccer camp, and then i came home for about an hour and then went up north...but i really really happy to be home finally, i got homesick.
I love candice and i miss andrea and i love her too.

P.ssss. My BIRTHDAY is in 5 daysss ladiess and gents.

NO MORE WAKING UP AT THE FUCKING BUTT CRACK OF DAWNnooo more bullshit ( Read more... )

wow, soccer is over...what the hell am i going to do with myself??

sleep in on saturdays. Theres a start