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[aero82]

I had a bad day. The cramping earlier today was almost unbearable and I've been bleeding a lot. Michael filled my prescription for 800mg Motrin, which helped a bit, but I was still considering going to the ER to get a D&C until the pain finally subsided a few hours later. I kept telling him I didn't know if I could do it. I'm trying pass it on my

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[lucy_n_the_skie]

I know you would have loved your baby even if there was something wrong with it so this probably won't help any, but I think it is SUCH a good sign that you and your husband actually got pregnant. I know when my first pregnancy had to end, that really gave me hope because we'd been trying a loooong time.

[aero82]

It does give me hope, but it just seems so cruel and wrong. I still have to go back to work and sit next to someone who will have another child in Sept. I have to deal with these teenagers around me that get to have thir children and I lost mine.

It took us so long to conceive. It just feels so wrong and I feel so empty right now.

[lucy_n_the_skie]

I know how you feel. I felt like my pregnancy was just a cruel joke, especially after everything we had been through. I just thought we'd at least get a happy ending. Believe me, that feeling will truly pass and you'll be blessed again. It took us nearly two years to get pregnant the first time but this next time was much quicker. I think that is true for a lot of couples.

[aero82]

That's exactly how I felt. That it took us so long when we both have fertility issues, this pregnancy happened with no meds, so it was meant to be. And now it's not.

I hope it won't take us as long as it did, my Dr. said we can't try again for at least another 3 months. And I haven't even had a D&C yet. I'm trying to pass everything on my own. I'm just so scared at this point that it'll take us even longer to conceive, and that I'll have multiple miscarriages before we get to hold a baby in our arms. I shouldn't have to feel like that.