all my hair is now 1/2 inch high. thats short. thanks mom!

i cut my hair

i now have a MULLET.

still no lianne

i really dont think that my life could get any worse than it is right now. there are so many people mad at me that i cant even remember when i was in good standing with anyone. my parents are just trying to find ways to punish me. its strange how they get the most angry with me now that school is over. what is it gonna do to punish me now, make me ( Read more... )

ok! i get it god i did something wrong to deserve this day. my mom and dad have both totally flipped out on me. as a matter of fact if they knew i was doin this they would prolly kill me. but yeah i am so gonna show em when i get a 3.0 and they have to admit that it didnt end up hurting anyone. but yeah, i miss lianne so much. right now is the time ( Read more... )

well, everybody at one time now say, "beau is an idiot." depending on who's reading this there may be alot of different people saying yes you are for many different reasons. but, you are all probably right. today possibly went as bad as it could have while still being the last day of school. i started the day of by making the person i love think ( Read more... )

today was mother's day. people came over. i ate. i do everything with no purpose. i live my life with a constant emptiness that i cannot avoid or pretend to shake off. there are so many thoughts in my head but they are all about one person. grrrrrrrr life is so damn frustrating. bye.

This entry is going to be pretty short because i am extremely lost and have no clue what i am doing. The meaning and the purpose in my life has left me. All day she is was the only comcern i had, the only thing that mattered. i got in trouble a lot for not paying attention to orders from my parents but the good thing was i paid just as little ( Read more... )

My homework, now that i have decided to start doing it, has become an overwhelming and daunting task to undertake. I just got back from checking out books at the library for the AP research paper and it was the first time that i have truely felt like a nerd. I had more books than i could possibly carry and i still felt like i did not have enough ( Read more... )

Today was an alright day at school. I didn't really do anything at all. I only went to one class, i ditched first, was SAPed out of second and third, and left fifth for a baseball game. I did the whole prom dress up modeling show thing at the rally today. I had to put a tux on in the bathroom, kinda weird experience. But i got a cool tux with a bow ( Read more... )

Well, it is now 3:30 and i have accomplished vey little so far. i took two and a half hours to go to the doctors. All so that Dr. G can perscribe me some medicine. Now i have to write an essay and study for AP US. I also have so much make-up work that i could drown in it. I think that i am gonna have to ask lianne for help because i am really ( Read more... )