it’s like forgetting the words to your favorite song. you can’t believe it, you were always singing along. it was so easy and the words so sweet. you can’t remember, you try to feel the beat.

welcome 2009. i am looking forward to you.

there are a lot of things i want to say, but i can't get any of them out.

i don't even remember what it feels like to be in love.

i looked at photos today of me & deyoe to see if i could remember what it was like.

i couldn't.

if i've learned anything from this ordeal with alex, it's that i want to be in love again. which is good, i suppose, since i wanted anything BUT that after deyoe.

single (again).

so, as of october 20th, i will no longer be working for HBO films. i'll be working with kurt at modern feed. (www.modernfeed.com)

i'm excited about it. it'll be a raise, with benefits. i'll have my own computer even!

leaving HBO is bittersweet, but i really do think that this is the right decision for me.

fingers crossed.

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