i'm happy. i don't know, life is good.

ok so i'm itching for another tattoo.

where's merd and her gun when you need her? haha!

i want ( Read more... )

it's december. where's the snow? oh right ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm always going to wonder if i did the right thing that day.

i feel like dating again.

im not going to bother myself with people (ONE IN PARTICULAR) who obviously don't care about me at all.

i am going to do things that make me happy.

i am not going to spend time thinking about things that make me unhappy.

i am going to look forward to thanksgiving.

i am going to find someone to make out with.

love,

i miss you so much it hurts.

fuck relationships. fuck guys. fuck two and a half years of telling me you love me just to decide you can't be with me one day.

oh adam deyoe, how you have hurt me.

what's the point of it all? you trust someone, you care for someone, you build a life with someone, and then they just throw it all away without any consideration for you ( Read more... )

i went home for the long weekend to surprise my dad/see my parents/hang out with my gwen. it was...quite fantastic. i wish i had been able to see merd like planned (or any of my franklin friends), but all in all i had a really good time. it felt really nice to have people around who actually really want to spend time with me ( Read more... )