so alot has happened these past few months since updating ( Read more... )

It really does hurt alot when the person you love says he didnt want to say it back...after a year together.

what next?

I guess i'm just not good enough...

Here is a picture of my new puppy, Jasmine. she sure is a cutie. She is about 2 months old in this picture...enjoy :)

http://carol.crissup.com/Jasmine/J3.jpg
and
http://carol.crissup.com/Jasmine/J2.jpg
and<

Happy 1 year anniversary Jesse

:)

I just got back from the gym...lately when i do cardio, i start to get the chills. its not because im cold, thats for damn sure. i sweat like there is no tomorrow. that is usually when i stop. its funny seeing some of the people there...making grunts while lifting, sounding like they are either having an orgasm or...well, having an orgasm. the last ( Read more... )

sometimes i get this anxious feeling in my chest that wont go away until i fall asleep at night ( Read more... )

Spring Break, here i come ( Read more... )

My wonderful dog, Fluffy, died last night. Last week she was healthy. This week she was diagnosed with kidney failure, neurological complications, anemia, high white blood cell count, upper respiratory infection, complete blindness AND deafness. she got down to 4 lbs and could no longer eat or drink (not even with a eyedrop)She was suffering so ( Read more... )

Im spending my Saturday night in my dorm room alone listening to sappy love songs and considering writing a paper that is not due until a week from Monday. There is a dance (fall formal) at my school tonight. I would love to go...but i decided not to because jesse isnt here. i wouldnt feel right going to a dance where everyone has a date and those ( Read more... )