I never update for good reasons ( Read more... )

I thought that I was doing really well... managing life and my problems... Then it melted on me and I'm not even sure why. And what's more- I feel worse for having felt off in the first place... It really has been going on too long... I had a good thing going and I blew it... Maybe, just maybe things were riding smooth and now there's another ( Read more... )

I used to be amazing. I used to be someone that was worthy of doting. I used to be the best thing in someone else's life. Used to be... used to be...used to be. They're still here. They still care. But I am lacking. Lacking for them. Lacking certain other things ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I'm sorry means nothing... and tears...well, tears mean even less. I wait here- not knowing what to do with myself... I thought you'd be back by now... I know- you're a grown person with rights to your own life... but not even having a clue where you are or when you'll be back is killing me. I won't go look for you. I ( Read more... )

I need a new feeling... a fresh start ( Read more... )

I have been royally screwed... bullshitted and betrayed ( Read more... )

Well...

I didn't know what I was doing when it came to modifying this thing, so all in all, I think I like it.
Anyways, nighty...

does it work, my new settings

Well, I just finished reading Lin's post and it made me reflect a little... Not that anyone really knows or cares that I have an lj, but anyways ( Read more... )

Hey all ( Read more... )