replacement is due here in one week, but is not on the flight schedule into the country anywhere, and hasnt spoken to me in over a month. slightly annoyed/worried.
got dehydrated again today. headache/weakness for 6 hours = not cool.
yesterday was chest/shoulder day in the gym. i benched 95lbs (which is what i weighed 4 years ago). then we did flys, then we did shoulder presses. then we TRIED to do 60 push ups, but only made it to 20 before literally falling on our faces.
ive only been here for 6 weeks and im already losing my mind.
i need a good distraction that doesnt require fast internet speeds or going outside (120 degrees...fuck that) and i need it to last me for 4 more months.