Very hard day.... I just wish someone would explain.... but it will be okay..... I can deal with it.....

I really don't know what I am feeling right now.... I don't know whether to be mad, upset, happy......

Well as long as your happy.... and I do believe you are..... you finally got rid of me.....

I think at first I was upset becuase I didn't ( Read more... )

GOT A NEW JOURNAL NEEDED A NEW NAME THIS ONE IS STUPID AND DUMB!!!!!

THE OTHER ONE IS NOT MUCH BETTER BUT ITS NOT LAME I GUESS YOU CAN SAY!!!!!

LIL1218BIRDIE...... I HAVEN'T REALLY DONE ANYTHING TO IT YET BUT IT WILL BE DONE WHEN I HAVE TIME MAYBE!!!!!

I HAD FUN LAST NIGHT WITH JAKE AND KEGAN AND SHAUGHN..... I THINK I SPELLED HIS NAME RIGHT ( Read more... )

The last two days have been pretty good... Last night went to her house to just hang out and everything... really just watched a movie and then i feel the fuck asleep ( Read more... )

THEY ARE DISMISSING MY CASE!!!!! I HAVE TO GO INTO COURT AND  SIGN THE PAPERS AND I ALSO HAVE TO GET THE PAPERS TO AGREE THAT THEY CAN'T TRY AND BRING BACK DOWN THE ROAD AND CHARGE ME WITH IT AGAIN!!!!!!

I TALKED MY LAWYER LIKE 10 MINUTES ME AGO!!!!!!!!

I DON'T HAVE TO GO BACK TO JAIL!!!! I AM EXCITED!!!!!!

Well yesterday ( Read more... )

Can you even trust anyone anymore!!!!!

Your right no one what they seem anymore....NOBODY....

Well... life goes on....

I think I can finally say that if you were to leave right now and I would never see you again I don't think I would be that sad....

Just remember I will always be here for you...

LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST!!!!

just haning out.... got a app. from this life center place... have to turn it in soon and then set up a interview... hopefully everything goes good.....

met two very cool guys last night.... it was nice....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!

what is this feeling inside of me??? this feeling is something new something i have ( Read more... )

going to go see an old friend... or at least try to.... went and filled out a couple of apps.... going to go do a few more.... when i get a hold of her me and kendra and maybe india are going to go walk down and meet her but first i need to go have a cig.... love you all ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

India is your soulmate.
You truly love Zaky.
You consider Davee your true friend.
You know that Jake is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Brandi for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Aisha is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Kenda is colorful, ( Read more... )

I ended up staying at Kendra's doing India's homework for her... but hey I get something out of it so hey thats a plus.... but i won't get it until one thing happens to another thing!!! *wink wink* (kendra) JUST KIDING ( Read more... )

Well.... right now i am at kendra's just sitting and hanging out with her..... had a nice conversation with her.... She made me realize that.... me moving on is the best and I finally have and I feel great ( Read more... )