Apparently Gloria wanted to kill me. She tried to kill Carys, but the bullet just fell out of her head. Or so she tells me.

Carys is way pregnant now, and she keeps trying to off herself. Stupid bitch. I explained that she can't, but she's lost the plot. So I'm bringing her to the hospital. Ironic that she always called me insane and now ( Read more... )

I went to see Bianca. She said that the demons hardly have any girls left now... I was thinking...could we use someone as bait? Someone supernatural who can hide their status? Didn't you once say that Aurelia did that? Spectre couldn't feel that she was an angel? And then maybe that person could get Kat out?

Griff, what the FUCK?! Carys?

Come on.

One of your friends has gone moral majority on you and the other's a Harry Potter girl.

Well, Carys. Maybe it's time for you to change too?

BOYS ARE STUPID EVERYTHING IS STUPID GODDAMN STUPID WORLD ARGH!

I'm home, despite everyone's insistence that I should stay away. I want to be with my family now. To help them heal too ( Read more... )

A woman named Abigail is helping me to post this. Because Tamm and I made music outside and I don't need the walls to talk to me anymore. Abigail says I should talk to people that know me because they can remind me of how it was before I needed the walls and Tamm agrees and I trust them.

Can you remind me?

It's my date with Sergei tonight! I'm so excited! He won't tell me where he's taking me because it's all a big surprise, but I can't wait! Hope rang me to tell me he's been conspiring. Oh god, I have to choose something to wear!

Griff has a journal now! It's flawed_solace but he hasn't written anything yet. I made him make it when he got here last night. It's nice having him back around the house and it's nice to be home. I made sure my room was all fixed up and then I practised my cello for the first time in a while. It was really good.

And then Sergei called me!

I'm going back home, but only because Griff said he'd come stay with me. And I have Tasha's Dad on my mobile on speed dial and I'll ring if I need anything.

I just want to go home. I want a certain kind of normalcy. And Griff will always look out for me.

Thank you so much for helping me, Everyone.