Sometimes i miss the way that my life used to be.
Then i realize, and thank god everyday
for making me the person that i have became.

&i seem to not be in any type of database.
while my imperfections are shrieking out in laughter at me.
but now i am taking all of the right measures to better myself;
but I must forfeit all my findings,
to subsitute them for you.
it's not easy to take these steps you know.
or to fake these breaths but the urge has became so blinding.
And you can deny this ( Read more... )

for the past 7 years i have been throwing the same question around.
in the back of my helpless mind.
                    && i just can't seem to figure out why.
          why:
 am i so used to this.
 does it hurt.
does it bother me so much.
can't i forget you
can i not let you go.

&&i'll never regret watching every sunset; &listening to your ( Read more... )

Explain this to me:
                                   How for some unknown reason,
                            I miss you;
wtf?!? whhhyyyy.

Alright, that's it, I've had enough, I'm on my way to you
It's nauseating and I am sick of waiting
for all these pointless calls to go through
But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore
At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for
The moisture in the air is begging for release
and the memory of your stare is raining down on me
Hypothetically if you ( Read more... )

There's someone inside me that softly kills everyone around
They don't know they're dead to me cause intent never makes a sound
All along they found I strangled lovers who've learned from slower hands
With these eleven minutes I could teach you what I am
Like lipstick traces on pillow cases
Some things in life are unforgettable
Like love, loss, lies and ( Read more... )

i swear i never watched you sleeping,
well honey, i'm an honest person,
i guess it always gets me drinking, he makes me sad...
when you call, i might be here, i might be gone... 
i cry, i've lost my mind
but dear, don't be sad, it's just a dream you dreamt you had...
but i ain't seen you look so good...
so honey,
forgive me if i look so lonely, it's ( Read more... )

fucked right the fuck up.

i would write a thousand songs and sing them all to you
You know you wouldn't have to say a thing
Please don't mind what I'm trying to say 'cause I'm, I'm being honest
When I tell you that you
You're part of the reason I'm so set on the rest of my life
Being a part of you
You tell me what you think about being open,
About being honest with yourself ( Read more... )

ashley, why is your car driving so funny?