Last night I drempt you cheated on me with my sister. Only she looked like someone famous. And I didn't mind at first. Then it sunk in that I should mind, so I did. Wierd ( Read more... )

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

A long time ago (not that long ago calender-wise, but a whole other lifetime), there was a girl who worked with me at Pizza Hut. She smoked, and her boyfriend didn't know it ( Read more... )

i love sam raker

Late night tv is worse on Sunday nights than it is most days ( Read more... )

I've started working. It's looking like it will be one crazy summer, as far as that goes. Today I saw two ambulances and two fire trucks pull up. The other day two cops came. Not too many people speak English that well. And it's been raining, so I've been dealing with people fussing about going into the pool while it's raining and when will it ( Read more... )

The Davinci Code is a great book. Go read it.

Master and Commander is a waste of time. Don't watch it.

As much as I miss Sam, I think I might miss the stars more.

I've finally seen Zoolander.

The stars around here are so distant, so far away. I can look up and count the few i faintly see. And I'm sad; just last night I was looking up at so many stars shining so brightly down on me ( Read more... )

After turning in somewhere around 25 job applications, I finally got a job, thanks to Marissa. I'll be cashiering at Glenmont pool, making $8 something an hour, so that's good. I need to get drug tested for it, and i really hope the place is open tomorrow so I can do it before I go visit Sam. It would be best that way ( Read more... )

"Oh, I'll settle down with some old story ( Read more... )