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five little lines. or maybe just not deep. but there, nonetheless...
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..and you can't fight the tears that ain't comin',
or the moment of truth in the lies..
when everything feels like the movies,
yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive..
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somehow, i think it's going to work out..
if only i didn't have so much ( Read more... )

it is awfulness.
tech was not really fun today, although i learned some stuff.
have got munchies, will eat. i think i'm going to gain back the weight i've lost. i'm eating too much food! i want to .... but i won't. i can't do that. i have to do something, though.
saturday has to be good. or else. but i hope it goes okay, because everyone is expecting ( Read more... )

why doesn't anyone listen when i do decide to speak?

i'm feeling this feeling again. this lost- ness is coming back, and this time it's worse than ever because i have nothing else to go to, nowhere else to turn. it seems i'm mad at the whole world and that life is getting too hard now.

people asked me, i think SEVEN different people today, how i was ( Read more... )