i don't have to have death and distance to have a real life... so fuck you.

I have been thinking about doing this for a while.. i guess i want to be cliche like everyone else- eh, fuck it. i'm no more original than a punk wearing black nail polish. i still think its cute ( Read more... )

i really had something to write down and all last night i was thinking about it, but now i get to my comp and i can't remember what the fuck to write...i hate my memory. if i remember i'll write it down later.

I drunk dialed an ugly, dirty 17yr old punk last night. ___ Here is pathetic... Here is me ~~~~ WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY past it. No more drinking for me.

why did i have such a horrible headache yesterday ( Read more... )

whats the point in feeling beautiful, making yourself beautiful, having men tell you you are beautiful...when the man that you've given your life to does his best to make you look ugly by beating you and punching you, by busting your lips and throwing things at your face, bruising your body and scaring you every which way he can. whats the point in ( Read more... )

meine liebende Hexen ich fraulein Sie so viel und scheint es, dass Zeit alle Wunden nicht heilt, macht es nur meine Erinnerungen von Ihnen starker, alles reise ich von Ihnen ab. ich liebe dich.

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you were once in my journal as a positive thing, now i'm just writing about u to get u outta my system.. a form of cleansing... need to get rid of this GERM. be gone worthless asshole! you have no place in my heart anymore. worthless, toothless, pennyless, talentless, bi polar, psychopathic piece of shit!

why. i just want to know why. why you pushed away. why you carelessly broke my heart. why ( Read more... )