asking myself basic questions as to why i do shit makes you take a good look at yourself and your actions. why do i drink all the time? because i feel more comfortable and less timid. lame. i could honestly ask myself a million lame things i do and i would not be happy with my honest answers. i dont think i live my life badly, or not honestly, i ( Read more... )

Why are you looking for a man? Do you need a man to feel safe? Happy? Fulfilled? Do you want a best friend? A partner in crime? Someone to pay the bills? Do you want kids? Come on, why are you even out there dating? Let me guess, because that’s just what you’re supposed to do

im depressed. i need to quit this shit that turned me into a self loathing depressed unconfident asshole.

god. i hate how things take time. i wish i could fast forward.

tomorrow is a new day, a day to start the action.

ive decided to change my major. nursing here i come biatch!

has been pretty boring lately. just miserable at work because its so slow. i really want a new job i can hardly survive off the bakery. im taking 2 classes in the fall and then transferring to either fullerton or cal poly pomona in spring. boxing is awesome, im really into being fit right now because there is seriously nothing else to do. i wish my ( Read more... )

i am so stoked on boxing and shit! im so sore... i feel like i just went snowboarding for the first time again. but.. this is gonna kick my ass into shape and be a major challenege for myself! once i conquer this in like a year movin on to jiu jitsu

im stoked because i have seen a few friends this week that i havent seen in about a year ( Read more... )

anyone have any history papers i can use?

i had a fucking amazing time in SLO.

such an amazing time, im moving in august. im not sure if i wanna go to Santa Cruz or San Francisco. im thinking santa cruz.

FINALLY my life will change and i can leave all this shit behind.

oh yah, and FUCK YOU ADAM MINTZER.

dude, i really cant do my homework anymore. its so close to impossible. i put everything off until the last second possible. im kinda nervous for my debate and i cant stand my history class ( Read more... )