i need a day to just sleep. as much as i despise the idea it would be good. i'm just too tired to do anything. and anyyhing i eat just gets puked right up. why is my body doing this???? i just wanna take one giant nap curled up on the bed. yes that would be neato.

i'm so cold too.

too lazy/tired to update this.

i miss you.

so heres the jist of my life of late ( Read more... )

so last night/this morning was probally the best time i've had in a long time. got lost numerous times on the way to the rave, got there just in time to see the distillers. that was a damn good show lemme tell ya, one i won't forget for quite some time. and they played alot from sing sing death house which made me happier than i already was. ( Read more... )

last night was such a beautiful night, i didn't want to go home i just wanted to keep driving around with the windows down and the stereo up. just like nny said, it's such a beautiful to to kill yourself. you hope someone will call but you know they won't, they never do. you do it so there's no more sitting alone on a beautiful night under the ( Read more... )

why is it when i think of her the Mary Tyler Moore theme song pops into my head ( Read more... )

i am far too confused by myself and so many other things ( Read more... )

i will kill the person who made the movie "It" that was a disgrace to the words; It, Steven King, Pennywise, and anything associated with the movie ( Read more... )

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so, yesterday had it's ups and mostly DOWNS!! um... theres this new guy at cold stone ok. and this new guy is gay, which i have no problem with. BUT he thinks i'm gay too, which i'm not so that is weird just a little bit. and jamies a little bitch and told him i was, so the greatest thing ever came from this, kat said "umm... maybe we should like ( Read more... )

last night was enjoyable. mission comlete. make tonight enjoyable is the mission tonight. my thumb still tastes like sulfer. sunday is gonna be a pooped up squack day i do believe. i'm soo sleepy. when i hear the tiger army cover to american nightmare i can picture jerry only playing astand up bass and laugh. this is all gonna be pointless. i am ( Read more... )