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Almost my Bday
Someone buy me some shit to make my birthday better. I'm not looking forward to it, It'll make me feel better. I see myself being an alcoholic, cause iIll just drink my problems away. I seriously see myself having at least one drink a day, if my poor ass can afford it. I have everything I need but nothing I want so I'm a stupid cunt and get ( Read more... ) -
Update
I hate when things are bad...and just went you thought they were getting better, they get worse then they first were. I'm trying to hang on to the tiny bit of hope I have left inside me. As each day passes it seem to banish...I'm tired of this whole situation. I just want everything to be okay already. These have been some of my most stressful ( Read more... ) -
I'm upset...again.
I hate my life. Everything about it sucks. It feels like nothing can make it better. It doesnt help that the bf is a meanie. :[
I'm just trying to get through this time, and I get bashed for being myself, or for someone elses mistakes...
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i'm
hungry feed me. feed me. now. damn i wish i didn't get hungry. -
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why does something like this have to bother me so much. i only want to be normal. and it seems like the times i need you the most are the times i cant have you...and i need you now, i'm a self-destructing time bomb...and right now, life doesnt even seem so manageable. all my responsibilites have gone to crap ( Read more... ) -
corinne bailey rae- like a star
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look I can' ( Read more... ) -
falling, falling....fell
I'm scared cause i care.
Because finding love again might be possible.
And i don't want to spoil it by rushing, but in holding back, i may be pushing you away.
Loving someone like that only means it'll hurt more in the end.
Cause if you love someone, it'll be a good thing.
And in my life, all good things come to an end.
And i guess I don't want to lose ( Read more... ) -
Living in fear of the future
I'm not even mad. Its not even that ( Read more... ) -
an epic of time wasted
I wanna be your everything but I'm afraid i don't know how to. Theres so much wrong with me it almost feels wrong to be with you. Not cause i don't care but because i do. Because I'll have to put you through the hell that comes with me. I don't know how to explain this. I want to tell you but i'm not sure you'll understand...you'll say something ( Read more... ) -
could it be love?
MIKE is AMAZING. He makes me warm inside. I'm so happy i found him