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I'm so vain. yet i want a new face
i want a new life...a new identity. i'm so in trouble.
trouble. trouble. trouble.
i'm scaaared. -
I beg for just one more tomorrow.
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fuck. this blows
SKSK-faith in the knife
it's getting colder
each and everyday
the nights get longer
i slowly fade
find me some beauty
in this empty place
before you know it
i'll be gone without a trace
give me a reason to
wake up and face the lie
i've been searching for
a way out of this life
how will i make it through
this long and bitter night?
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Nights are so hard
I should probably be asleep, cause then i wouldn't have time to think of all my problems.
Nights are the worse.
I feel so lonely. I feel stupid. I shouldn't but i do.
And to think that it was a boy who made me feel this way.
Changes shall be made once i get back to Fresno tomorrow.
I wanna meet new people and I guess I have that to look forward to.
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Fuck. I don't wanna be sad. Cheer me up.
HELLOGOODBYE
"Here In Your Arms"
I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here
Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
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todays an okay day.
I love my friends. God I love them so much.
I'm leaving tomorrow.
I'm an eager beaver to get back to school...back to being responsible (thats dreadful!)
I'm getting over shit. Yeah. About time.
And I have the best friends ever. I'm gonna miss them.
But I've missed Fresno's ghettoness. haha
One last night in the ville.
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"Its not like it hurts that much anymore." hah
My heart hurts. Every day. Every hour. Every minute. Of every damn day.
Did I ever tell you every time I think of you it stings so much.
I miss my friends.
I wanted to be loved.
I had so much to give.
But I got nothing.
I never do.
Twice. Ouch.
My heart is a place where love cannot exist.
I wanted to be loved.
But people seem to only want me for sex.
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Sorry for wanting to be with you.
I fell for him and no one caught me.
HARSH fall.
I hurt so bad.
fuck.
I wanna be happy.
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I'd trade everything for just a taste. I'll live with the loneliness. And I'll never forget...
"Shouldn't i feel alright. I swear I've tried to be alright to sleep at night" -SKSK
So...
This rejection thing is tough.
Especially when you care for them so much.
I went to sleep last night telling myself we'd never be together.
I repeated it over and over to myself.
Trying to etch it in my head.
Engrave it in there.
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ATTN: HEART BROKEN
I'm such a fucking fool.
Stupid Idiot.
Why can't i just get over it.
I'd give anything to not feel a thing.
To not have these feelings.
To just be a friend.
I hate putting him in this position.
I guess I thought we could be.
What a dumb idea.
You say "I don't want to tell you no but who knows what could happen." ugh.
How am I supposed to feel.
Yeah not like ( Read more... )