Ok well i guess its time for me to update this thing since i havent done that in a while...well ok i guess everything is the same except for the fact that i am hardly ever allowed to see Brian anymore cause of me stupid mean mom...she is so stupid and she over exagerates everything and it sux..and then some stupid neighbors of mine decided to get ( Read more... )

Today is monday and its raining and im just haveing a super bad day...i wish i can say why but i cant all i can say is that it really hurt me...well anywho i will talk about my weekend...on friday i had fun cause me and brian went to his cousins house and we watched a movie and ate pizza and peted some awesomely cute puppies and it was fun...and ( Read more... )

ok its thursday and it is already horrible i cant stop crying and its all my fault cause i get mad so easily...but i had every right to be upset...but i am sick of making him upset and i just want his pain to end im sick of always hurting him and his life would be so much better without me and it hurts me to say that but it is how i feel and its ( Read more... )

ok well there is more drama going on in my life and it sucks majorly and i cant stand it anymore i just want the drama to end....well to give you an update on the past couple of days...on monday i WAS having a good day until i found out that someone who i really care about is now hiding stuff from me and it really sux cause i never thought that the ( Read more... )

Today is wednesday and i havent been to school cause i have been super sick and i still am super sick and tired and i wanna die...but anywho i havent been working that much lately but at least i get 3 days but it sux cause i have to work friday saturday and sunday and that means no time to do anything...but its not like i really do anything anyways ( Read more... )

well ok havent wrote in this thing in a SUPER long time...but well nothing is really new with me except the fact that i dont get to see brian much anymore cause of work and it sucks because i miss him so so much and i would do anything to spend more time with him...he is the love of my life...i love him i love him i love him...well last week was ( Read more... )

ok so its monday...and i havent written in this for like the past couple of weeks...but its ok cause i havent had much to write about...ok well everything was kinda ok up until last week...so the week was going ok until THURSDAY...on thursday Brian had to go to an orientation for his work and he didnt get home till like 5 or something...and when he ( Read more... )

well ok today is thursday and i wish it was friday...but anywho i will tell you about my week...ok so on monday my wonderful boyfriend picked me up fom school and then he got to spend like all day at my house...so we were at my house just watching TV and stuff...then my mom gav us money to go get food for us and my family so we went to Taco Bell ( Read more... )

well its thursday morning and i am haveing a great day....i feel so good right now....because i am kinda not all here...but im feeling pretty damn good...because this morning a couple of my friends were smoking at the table and they kept telling me to take a hit but i didnt...so after every hit they took they blew all the smoke in my face and it ( Read more... )

well today it is me and my boyfriends 6 month and i coulnt be happier...me and him have been together for half a year and i expect to be with him a lot longer than that...i love him so much and he makes me so happy whenever i am with him...i am so lucky to have someone like that in my life...but anywho its wednesday and this week has been a very ( Read more... )