Well ok its been forever since i have updated this thing.... well nothing has changed... except that i have been so much more happy lately because my wondeful boyfriend has been coming to see me like every morning.... but yea last weekend was the agent orange show and i was supposed to go with my boyfriend but nooooo my mom wouldnt let me go...... ( Read more... )

FUCK I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so bored i hate school so so much i cant wait till i get out of this fucking hell hole!!.... i just want to see my boyfriend right now and be with him and have him hold me and i miss him soooo much!!!! but GOSH DAMN i hate school... i dont see the point in it.... well i see the point in it but i dont ( Read more... )

well i am still sick and i feel like shit!!!!! i expected to see my boyfriend today but noooo i cont cause he doesnt have a ride to the school but oh well i guess i will just have to wait till the weekend to see him and to give him another present.......its better then the last one i gave him....maybe this weekend we can go like to the mall or ( Read more... )

well yesterday i had a very fun day spending time with my boyfriend... we went to his moms uncles house... and then we stopped by his cousins house for like a second... and then we went to his house and chilled and stuff... and had a GREAT LMNO TIME!!! then we went to my brothers girlfriends house to watch them light off some fireworks... and they ( Read more... )

well ok this is what my 3re entry today..... this shows that i really have no life and it also shows how bored i am..... well one good thing about today is that i got 2 new CD's...... yea but that is not going to make my day GREAT or anything it is just one itsy bitsy little thing...... the only thing that could make my day even colse to GOOD is to ( Read more... )

well ok this is my 2nd entry for today and i am so confused like more than usual so that means that i am pretty damn confused..... well i still feel like my boyfriend doesnt love me and this is like the total longest that i have ever had this feeling andi dont know what to do...... i need help.... i dont even have control over my life or my ( Read more... )

well it is about 10:00 or so and already i am having a shitty day because my boyfriens is mad at me but who can blame him i played a FUCKED up joke on him and it made it seem like i didnt trust him....WOW i dod not even realize how fucked up my joke was till just now....OH MY GOSH im like such a bad girl friend....i wouldnt be suprised if he ( Read more... )

well hello this is my first journal entry and most of my entries are going to be about my bad days and my boaring life so well here it goes today i had to go to summer school and ofcourse it was sooo boaring and soo long and for the first day this week my boyfriend didnt come in the morning to see me ): but well its ok because i get to see him on ( Read more... )