so here i am i have to go to court on wend at 9 am so i will see what happens then .. i hope ir isnt going to be that bad .. im back staying at my aunts for the time being i have a few job interveiws tomorrow hopefully something will work out .. im not allowed to hang out with anyone right now .. so i am really bored , it's ok it is probally for ( Read more... )

well here i am im broken in about 5 peices right now .. i want to call and talk to you but i dont know what to say .. i guess i will speak to you in a few days ....i miss you ( Read more... )

well im back at home god i dont ever want to be here ... i took buddha and we went and hung out for the weekend ( Read more... )

got off work last night spent alot of it hanging out with mandy and peat ... alot of good came out of the night ( Read more... )

last night i got this letter stained with coffee from a freind were he must have been up all night thinking .. then he makes my xanax pumped mind start to think to so thanks noel i was trying to have a good day ( Read more... )

i really dont understand some people at all ... on sat i got woke up to one very pissed off wife of one soposed friend ...she sompletely flipped the fuck out and it sucked ass ( Read more... )

thurs night was awsome satyed out till 9:30 am and had a kick ass time .. thanks james and marcy .you rock ( Read more... )

so yesterday i woke up in a awsome mood .. naybe it was because i wasnt by myself ... and i think the zoloft is finally working i take enough of it to tranquilize a cow hehe ( Read more... )

there are so many things going on and not going on in my head right now i feel as though im loosing control ( Read more... )

mother ( Read more... )