if only

Jan 19, 2006 11:37

if only you knew then alot would be different. if only it wasnt double standard then you would see what was really wrong with the situation. im true to myself and am not influenced by anyone else. but why the sudden change of whats not wrong to begin with why not change whats really wrong with the whole situation. i know you wouldnt think the same ( Read more... )

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lifesjourney19 January 20 2006, 22:29:37 UTC
Yes, I know, this ones about me, and thank you for talking to me and voicing your concerns in person, I thought we had established our positions on the topic and agreed to disagree, but I see I was mistaken. First and foremost, I am my own person and noone person here on Earth will ever be able to change that. You can ask my mom, i'm sure she'll back me up on that one. I'm tired of running in these circles where you blame everything on Jon and I refute the comment, but to no avail. Yes I met Jon, Yes things have changed since I met him, Yes it was patially his influence (which I'm glad it was) but in the end my own decisions, it was for the better and it has thoroughly changed my life and I wouldn't go back for the world. NO he does not control my schedule now. In fact, I have a very open schedule for the most part when I am not involved in my school, work, or church activities. I don't need to put my foot down, Jon and I have a perfectly good and open relationship that bends boths ways, noone has that much control over the other. And ( ... )

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if only... afiobsession03 January 21 2006, 15:36:51 UTC
its not what you think, i have so much inside and cant tell. if only you knew then things would be different.

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Re: if only... lifesjourney19 January 21 2006, 22:02:31 UTC
seriously, we should talk sometime, i'm sure you'd be surprised to find i'm not some judgmental person out to tell you what you're doing wrong in life. and i do know somethings about you i've wanted to let you know i know, but its been hard. i always want you to feel like i can be your outlet for whatever you need to tell me, its ok to come to me.

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