Recently my boyfriend broke up with me...a month it has been ( Read more... )

I am resigned to this situation. It is hopeless to aim higher, to want more. More respect, more love, more consideration.

Lies, Lies, Lies. Even if not told omitting is a lie. It hurts but I will follow this until I can't no more.

The walls are being built again...Stronger and higher than before.

I feel like i am losing my mind....i feel as paranoid or even worse than ever....how can i tell them apart? im confused and in fear cause i just feel it with every hair on my body that i am right..that people are using my trust issues to get away with lying to me...god plz help me...plz cause i cant take this..

I feel so broken...I don't know what to do anymore....Why is my love not good enough? I wonder why be with me if all i hear are insults? Everything i do is wrong and no matter how much i compromise it is never enough. He hurts me so much yet it's ok cause in his mind i was asking for it. I wonder what pieces will he leave me with once he destroys ( Read more... )

 I feel like going to sleep and not waking up, maybe this feeling will stop then. Hurt and rejection by the one u love. I wonder if its worth continuing this life like this, so much pain and hurt we cause each other. I wonder is it worth it? Even if i can make it through this feeling, wont there just be another person who hurts me like this anyways ( Read more... )

 I am in love. So deep in love that my heart aches when I think I might lose him. He makes me feel alive, the happiness and pain go hand in hand and everyday I am grateful for him. I think of a time where he might walk away from me and all that will remain will be a shell of the person I used to be. I am in love and it scares me, this surrender of ( Read more... )

6:47pm   6.29 ( Read more... )

 I feel extremely alone and sad tonight...oh well

I feel it, the sorrow, the pain, the hollow inside me. Stay asleep so I don't feel..I don't want to feel...I don't want to hurt anymore. I am tired. Tired of it all.. 

 I wish to sleep and not wake up. It seems like I am never right, always comes second to everyone else and what I feel is of no one's concern.

I am standing alone like usual, alone with this feeling of inadequate emotions. I can't seem to get it right, I am always at fault..Just so sad and frustrated about it all. I can't express what I feel cause ( Read more... )