Me and mike are taking a break..its been a week so far.....i just wanna know if theres a future with us...i care for him  . .but... just..when i do talk to him on the phone...he makes it akward . . .when it shouldnt be. . .

am i really that impossible to be with?

I wanna give up on school . . . i dont really have anyone who believes in my anymore, so ( Read more... )

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Fourth of july,went t marco island with mike to go with hi mom and her bf on a boat to an island in the golf of mexico :oP i had fun! and then we watchedlie 5 mins of fireworks on the beach, it was the first time i met his mom :o)

Me & mike went to warped tour....we were kinda fighting a little bit,but im glad i went with him.

Hmm so me and mike were ( Read more... )

So why couldn't you have met me halfway

ALright. schools out for summer ( Read more... )

Love.....,was it really love or did i just attach myself? If you literally gave someone all of your love & then suddenly you find yourself heartbroken what would you do? How would you feel?

It's never gonna cross your mind until it happens. Relationships are great but it's the ending that you may have never expected or weren't gonna be ( Read more... )

I dont want to, god knows i dont want to!
i dont wanna let him go..but i know its something i gotta do
i gotta let him go so he can be free and live his own life
i know that im just going to be in the way,so i gotta let it burn ...

kinda reminds me of that aalyiah song and the usher song,they express my pain..and how this hurts to let some one you love ( Read more... )

lots has happen........
So yeah..

i got promoted in ROTC from nothing to a private first class,oh yeah!!

I joined a gym and i think im developing my eating disorder again,,frankly i really dont care as long as i loss weight. so far ive lost 15lbs all together,but i wanna loss so much more than that.

my babe is no longer apart of the band "karmakaze" ( Read more... )

So, update.

Mikes going to write a CD with songs inspired about me? i guess.. that should be interesting to hear lol.
Really sweet of him to.

Hes the best bf i could of ever asked for,but i never asked for anything close to him :o)
He actually cares alot about our relationship,more then sumone should care.
He said he wants to be my knight and shinning ( Read more... )

I wanna make this journal entry out to my Boyfriend Mike

thank you for showin what youv'e shown me so far,
Letting me know that there are still people out there who can care  for other's.
So far he's been the best boyfriend...and im happy

Heres a picture of him if you dont know who he is

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