Ive forgotten all about live journal.

So much has changed..Ive learned a lot of people Ive come across are two faced lol.

i have my own apartment, my own car...full time job...not exactly what i want to do the rest of my life but for now, its a start.

i haven't live in my dads house in over 5 years..its funny how things change ...but i was always just ( Read more... )

So i haven't been on here in a while...so i figured i write something here cause im sure no one checks LJ anymore ( Read more... )

So I never knew that being with someone this long came with so many emotions,so many needs ( Read more... )

So.. that past couple days were....heart breaking ( Read more... )

I cant help but feel .........helpless ( Read more... )

So maybe it is possible for great loves to re-connect ......even after being away from eachother for so long....weither its cause of problem or whatever ( Read more... )

So i has the shittiest day yesterday.....i couldnt breathe....and i went to work.
went to school late only having to be picked up early cause i could not take the day any more...
had a nose bleed before i went to work ..there was alot of blood on me...then i just ended up taking out my septum piercing & coughing up blood and boogers..then THEN!! i ( Read more... )

so maybe i thought that i was ok

and maybe i thought that i moved on

but then i heard the way you said her name

turned on the radio and heard our song

so maybe i thought i was over it

so maybe it's been too long

so maybe i thought it would be better this way

turns out that i've been wrong

cause when i go to sleep at night

it's my heart that dreams not my ( Read more... )

as the years has gone by i have learned plenty of things...you think by now i would learn to think with  my head instead of my heart.......
i still love him.....and it hurts
i guess were both at fault but......i would of never wanted to search my feelings more if he hadn't gone behind my back in the first place...i had to find out by snooping ....& ( Read more... )

change d alot.

theres alot of things that dont bug me anymore,and im suprised.
ive been broken up with after a 9 month. relationship which ive been faithful to that guy the whole time..and it just ended out of know where....