life has taken some turns, but the road has smoothed out.............I guess my theory of life being like poker is true.some times you get what you need, sometimes you dont..........I just wish I could be a the card dealer..........
you know who you are........and if you feel that you are that person...than there must be some kind of guilt you have....just this...everyhting...i mean everyhting is now bullshit....just another name in your cell phone.....thats how I feel.
I'm kinda of pissed at some people......not saying who.....just...fuck....jesus I need to be put on zoloft.......or.....coke........fucking people......
last night I covered my walls with pictures....and watched clock work orange...and worked on a photoalbum with the help of laura.......and she brought me some coffee which was very cool....other than that.....weekend is coming up.......got a bottle of jack with my name on it.
So today sucked...except the fact I'm bouncing off of some perk right now....ugh other than that....not much....I'm hangin out with a chick that works at a cafe', shes pretty cool I guess, gonna watch clock work orange, and do arts and crafts while listening to iskra.....thats about it
doing some shopping for my apartment.....bought a vinyl player off amazon.....but stuff for leilanis birthday........got a mushroom chair from target.....thats all.....