i might not be crying on the outside, 
i can pretend not to care,
you probably aren't even aware,
that all i had i shared with you.
i really did love you and i still do,
being your pooters was too much for you.
i won't break down,
i won't give in.
i might miss you,
but i don't want to get hurt again.
as much as i want to be your one and only girl,
i keep ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i last wrote in this thing ( Read more... )

so i finally get what i want.
a great guy that i think actually cares about me.
i kinda like robert... but hes never there and i dont think he can give me everything i need.
i like richie a lot. we hung out cuz its his birthday.
i really wasnt looking for a new bf but thats how it seems to me ending up...
but should i give up something okay to see if ( Read more... )

 i wish i could just end it. im tired of trying and im tired of making it seem like im always happy.
i think im going to be stuck like this forever.

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