So dammit.... I still haven't found a focking job. I hate the county dammit. Grr.

Anyways, life's good other than that. Hope you all are having wonderful days as the Holidays grow near.

Peace.

Jesus christ almighty... I can't win. So yea... definitely don't have a job anymore. This shit sucks. Meh... but Georgia was nice. Four days of no worries, and lots of quality Caitlin time in her element. So it was worth it. I didn't really like the job anyways ( Read more... )

Almost a full weeks work at a real job... and hell if I dont feel like beating myself about the head with this very keyboard I'm typing on right now. But its okay... Anne-Marie's birthday is tomorrow. Yay for road trip with Caitlin and Joe! And poo on all you shit's that aren't going ( Read more... )

Man I do not want to drive to Tampa. Less work today than yesterday... means less money... but oh well.

Shane's had a shitty night last night.

I love you.

Working things out isnt really working out for me all that much. So I think its time I just give up and walk away. She isnt able to make me happy. She can't compremise where I need her, or how I need her. And I guess no matter what I got it isnt enough for her.

So much gay drama... and I mean gay both literally and figuratively.

I've been half dead these past few days. Missed work yesterday and had to go home early from it the night before. Nikky's done a good job of taking care of me. She's been a better cuddlier than she was the past few months of our relationship. Meh... I think I'm dying.

Just the little I can give, breaks me down. I need to stay solid. I need to stay my course... for nothing more than me, and my happiness.

Just a moment of softness... and back came the water works... which is probably really bad since I think I have pink eye.

My move out date is set for Sunday the 18th. *sighs* I'm really gonna miss this place and all the good memories I had here. It was my frist home... and my first family all to my own. I don't regret moving here... I don't regret my reasons... and I don't regret the person I chose to start my family with. I love that person dearly, their ( Read more... )

"Never take someone for granted.
Hold every person close to your heart
because you might wake up one day
and realize you've lost a diamond
while you were to busy collecting stones..."

"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."