Well I was at Nadene’s All day because I helped paint. I have a doctors appt on Tuesday afterschool to get my belly checked on J even though my boyfriend isn’t around to help me, and could probably care less, im doing good on my own. I just figured im going to have to get used to doing things on my own, without him. @ least I will have something ( Read more... )

well lately has been confusing, but i have a lot of support. ive been with roger alot lately and his mom and his brother because his mom is taking me to my appts to get the " tummy " checked on. :) im actually really happy. i know my boyfriend is a dick, and doesnt get in touch with me, and could care less, but it just makes me realize the people ( Read more... )

Well lately has been really good with my friends. My close friends have been supportive for me, and theyre going to be supportive to my actions and decisions. My boyfriend on the other hand, doesn’t give a rats ass about me. He gets fucked up, and here I was worried sick about him. Thinking he was dead in a hole somewhere. So I fuckin called Kent ( Read more... )

lifes fucked up. i got in madd truble at school, might b expelled, home confinement over summer ( house arrest) and trainin school. family wont talk to me. and my boyfriend is i think purposly ignoring me when i try to get in touch with him. i have so much fuckin more shit to write but im sneeking on the computer. life fucking SUCKS. i wish at ( Read more... )

well i spent the day with my man. which i was super happy about. he picked me up @ 9, and we went to the dmv, then best buy, and my house, and Stop Nd shop, nd d'angleos, and then to the mall nd get oil for hys car. i love him lots nd im glad i got 2 spend the day with him. :) WOOT. i love hm tons., and i wanna get my belly button pierced this week ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was a riot. lmao. i got so fucking sick saturday night, i felt so fucked up. i havent felt that fuked up since i had alchohol poisining... which was FUCKED UP! but yeah i was throwin up, i couldnt walk or like talk, and it was pretty funny now that u look @ it. i walked to dunkn donuts, that is about it today. i still feel sick. i ( Read more... )

Today fucking sucked asshole. Im sick of my life. i hate being fucking depressed. I love my boyfriend, so much, and hes been making me feel so great lately, but i have to get so much shit on my fucking chest.... About so much. and i wanna juss spill my heart to him, and juss tell him all my emotions because he understands. ( Read more... )

i have no clue where the fuck my lover ( man) has been lately!! I MISS HIM THOE. i havent heard from that lil cracker. hm... where o where could mi sexi man b? hee hee. yeah so school has been ok, x cept for chingrot( sara) startin wit me, but Kayla yelled @ her for me... :) she didnt have to but she did... nd shannon i felt bad for bc she kinda ( Read more... )

you know what? this is great! its like having a fan club of a loser who sits in front of the computer and feels sorry for herself, because all the shit she is saying about me, probably is what she feels about her self. well sit back and enjoy, make some fucking popcorn while your at it!! fucking loser ( Read more... )

yahh so last night, i decided to wake up randomly at.... 2 in the morning, go in the freezer, downed some bacardi, and passed out... mom had a pretty hard time waking me up. it was funny to me, until my hang over started kickin in.... it was fun... UNTIL my mom dragged me out of bed, i had to go to church with my grama.... and the music was so ( Read more... )