Friday:  Reservoir Dogwoods and open mic night.  Andy pulled a longer set than I did, but I received more applause.  Then again, maybe it was just the fact that I was shaking so hard in borrowed clothes that a few hands went out in pity.  At least there was something waiting afterward to steady my nerves.

Saturday:  Too much... WAY too much.  Three ( Read more... )

Leck mein Arsch
sehr klar und schoen
Act 3
The same way
I pasted
Participles to your
Undying love
With unfailing failing
(Ding an sich? Es musst sein!)
Camels are dry
Languid creatures of the mind
Mirages of the most incalculable stupidity
Spit gap-faced Skene's gland
Into open mouth like
A rude guest awaiting dinner
Marilyn Monroe you are not, dark phantom
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Free people, no economy
Chains laid by the master of traps
We are drowning in our own
Hopes and dreams

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It's barely a living, but at least I still have my good humor.  You see why I never write about things when I'm happy? 

Well, I should get the appeal forms for SSI in a few more days.  It can't come soon enough.  Sure, sitting around playing guitar, chatting on IRC and the occasional round of server wargaming (or warwalking the house to find an open hotspot) is fun, but it comprises the bulk of my unhealthy existence.  At least I have hobbies ;P

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What do you do when a family member keeps fostering unrealistic expectations for you?

At least I get to listen to this anti-Scientology webcast.

Yeah, I got drunk and fought someone... again.  I wasn't even that drunk and I didn't think I was that angry, but upon reflection, I had been angry for the whole day.  He knows I didn't really mean it and that I just get really hyper, crash, break down in hysterical crying and repeat that cycle for the rest of my life.  What can I do?  At least he ( Read more... )