Last night Ellen and I broke up. I am done. I am numb. I am gone for now. Call me and make me smile, please?

2008 was a temaultous year for me ( Read more... )

Alright, so things didn't work out with the boston thing, which sucks majorly. I have an interview with a job in Alaska. Who knows if they are going to offer me a job, and if they do offer the job, I don't know if I'm going to take it. I really want to come back to Boston, but I cannot go back to Boston without a) money and b) a job. Damn life! ( Read more... )

So - There's been a lot of, let's say, chaos in the last few months. Thankfully, by some miracle, my life seems to be coming together. I just have to get a few people on board soon! I heard from a friend of mine that is going through a hard time out west and I am going out there to help her move back to her home in Boston. Well, she has asked me to ( Read more... )

So i have had quite a year but it was a good learning experience. I am now dating the most wonderful, amazing, sweet, loving girl -- Ellen. I am living in Orange Beach, AL which is on the gulf coast. It's an amazing place, if a bit lonely. Right now I am sitting in my parents house in Birmingham, AL because my dad is going through rejection and has ( Read more... )

I am - alone in my dorm room ( Read more... )

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will you remember me? remember the laughs, the tears, and the times we shared? i loved you, but couldn't tell you for fear of scaring you away. you needed to learn and grow, and it killed me to let you go and yet be close by. you will always be my friend, but i just want to hold you one last time...

on tuesday i  went to WCU to go to orientation. did all that bullshit and came out with a really fucked up schedule but whatever its classes and im getting them done! i went and saw some apts. and then i called one of the apartments and i now have my own studio and its being built right NOW! woot! its fully furnished with a queen sized bed and all ( Read more... )

ok. so im not really by myslef. im actually in the office right now but i had to put some subject line so i did. i have had a stressful couple of weeks but im getting through. im running away for the weekend but i'll be back sunday night. then im going to asheville on july 3&4. but anyway just wanted people to know im alive. lata.