I don't know what to do. I can't make this better alone. Please try to help me. I feel helpless. I can't control anything in my own life. Please. Just don't leave me alone. I've fucked up. I always fuck up. But I can't do this alone. Please.

My tummy hurts.
A lot.

But anyways. I want to go to the play!!! I am helping Chris with important stuffff though...And I'm NOT go tomorrow because I'm hanging out with Tina and Heather 'cause they are way cool. I should have gone yesterday. **time machine** I wish lol. I also wish I was in the goddamn play! I loved it last year. Even if it did ( Read more... )

I've been noticing...

This time of year, everything falls apart for everyone. I know so many couples who broke up recently, and so many people who seem to be losing friends. This isn't far from the time Chris and I broke up last year. Everyone looks for somethinf new and different right around now....And all I can find myself wanting is what I ( Read more... )

What bitch? Shut yo mouth!

Hello there. I actually don't have a whole lot to say for not being on here for so long. I got a 93 on the chem test I thought I failed! So that's pretty cool. =) And...I'm in love with my boyfriend. lol. I have Chambers in a half hour. Yay. I'm going to go now. But hey, at least I updated. =D

I could be wrong. Maybe all this chaos and fear running through my mind is completely unjustified...But sometimes I wonder...Maybe it's a good thing I'm never on this site...I find more out that way. But am I crazy? Is it just paranoia? Or is it really all about me. I could be the source of all the downfall. All the problems in someone's life...But ( Read more... )

Heeelo. Well...what's new. My birthday was awesome. Tina stayed over the night before and we had fun. I opened presents in the morning...I got a Hershey's pillow, earrings, Irish chocolate, an Edward Scissorhands zip-up hoodie, Fight Club on dvd, Fight Club the book, What Happened to Lani Garver the book, and AFI Sing the Sorrow. My brother gave me ( Read more... )

-sigh- What to say? I never go on the computer anymore and therefore never update. And no one has any clue what is going on in my life. lol. Well...My birthday is soon! I'm FINALLY going to be 16. I'm probably getting a job at Dunkin Donuts with my brother's girlfriend. I'm getting my permit ASAP and I'm joining a gym. I want to finally be happy ( Read more... )

New purrrrrrrty iconnnnnn! Thank you tina you are god. ^_^
. I will let you down .

IT IS MY WIFE'S BIRTHDAY AND I LOVE HER! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
. I will let you down .

Yeah. Tina and I discovered that September is ending...so we have to wake up the guy from Green Day. lol. God I never update anymore. I don't have TIME! I don't have time for anything anymore. I never hang out with anyone, and when I do there's some sort of conflict...whether it be I have to go home early because I'm always busy, or there's ( Read more... )