i hate the way we dont talk anymore
i cant find enough reasons to leave this alone, but thats what you want and thats what i'll do
i hate when i look at your picture i only see tears
i know that its all my fault, and im sorry
every night i close my eyes and bless your name
i just dont know how to say goodbye

regret.
missingpeople.
sick.
sorry.
i want to live in a memory.

i dont know how many things i can lose anymore ( Read more... )

this has been one of the hardest weeks i've had to endure in quite some time ( Read more... )

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yesterday was quite a long day, i have never woke up so tired and sore ( Read more... )

time for an update ( Read more... )

so i broke up with emily. at 10 o'clock last night. leaving me homeless. luckily dirty called me and so i got a couch to sleep on last night. i have to move my shit today. i dont know what im doing.
i always feel like such an asshole.
i hope something good comes along soon.
its been a shitty month.
i suck

i wish she only knew the way i felt.
i wish i could tell her.
maybe im too pessimistic, but it will never happen.

shes so beautiful she'd never want me

well.. since last time updating ( Read more... )